♥ Love?

2007-03-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's sentosa trip with the senior zone was so fun :D I guess our WG really bonded quite a bit through the games and all (although I still don't know which polar bear killed me!) Not to mention, all the laughs we had thanks to Peter and Nicole. hahah.

The redeemed, I'll be looking forward to more fun and blessed times with you'll!
Cheers!

2007-03-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey guys!
I've got some pictures to post:D I suppose it would be meaningful to do so since first 3 months have officially ended. Plus, I most likely won't be in the same class anymore ): So, cheers to 1AD4!

Yelyn, Rich and Jenn (:

I love this picture. haha

Our class with Mr Ng!

This is love <3

Thank you Lord for everything. I've truly been blessed, alot.

2007-03-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

My hair is so...
much shorter now :/
But I kinda like it I guess.
Are changes always good?
Cheers to my new emo haircut anyways :D

Oh- and I want my skinny jeans.

2007-03-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

I love you guys for tagging my blog and making it alive again! hahah
alright before i say anything, I shall announce proudly and thankfully that I'll be studying in ACJC! And this time, its gonna be definite :D
Replies to tags!:

Sophiana: thanks for tagging! I miss you tons girl. where are you posted to?

Wei Jie: hey, its been great pleasure knowing you! You're really nice (: we should hang out someday :D

Sarah Chan: Where are you and cheryl posted to? Did she tell you about our very unexpected meet at the library toilet the other day? haha X)

Mark: thanks for dropping by (:

Jeanette: when are you coming back to singapore? I miss you lots (:

I love my class 1 AD4. School today was so weird without everyone there you know.
I missed Richenda
I missed Stephenie
I missed Jennifer

Guys! I really hope you'll come back alright. I'll be praying for you guys. Trust in God's plan alright?

Time for some eyecandy!

Look at Yelyn! hahah. She's having lots of fun being royalty :D

Rich's amazing toilet!

Richenda! School was weird without you today. Come back soon (:

Jac! She's a really good singer btw ;D

Hello Yi ning! :D

Me, Jac and Yi ning

Jac and I- under covers (:

Excuse the blurness. I wanted to post a picture of Steph singing (:

Richenda's really cute sister, Michelle (:

What the girls were trying to do at the pool ;D

Pose for the cam, steph!

(:

1 AD4 ♥

*photos courtesy of Jan and Yi Ning (:

2007-03-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!
i just realised that my blog is really pathetic now. So here I am! I'm here to update.
Well, lots of changes have taken place lately esp in web. And all I can say is I cant wait for more exciting times ahead! Trust that God is faithful and that He will sustain me irregardless of what happens.
I've got so much workload on my hands nowadays. Just like today, I thought I was finally done with mugging. Apparently not. I have a last minute notice that I have a SEA history test to sit for on monday! Oh why can't they just let us off for one day?! PLEASE. MERCY!
On a happier note, our class will finally be having a class outing! Sleepover at Richenda's place. I can't wait! :D
Alright, I'm off to complete my GP essay due at 2pm tomorrow (Can you believe it?!)

And I love this picture to bits :D

And I know this picture is way overdue but... I just wanna say...

I love you very much Eunice! Let's go out again soon! (:

2007-02-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

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2007-02-14T17:45:00.001+08:00

Hello fellow earthlings!
I missed my blog so much! I really have very little time on my hands now so I can't journal as much as I'd like too. I'm sorry my dear readers!
D-Day is finally over for me. haha. I scored the same as my prelims! Thank God (: I'm quite sure I'll be able to stay AC. I hope I will.
Did I mention that my class is really fun? I love my class 1AD4! You guys are love; really!
It's quite sad that I'll most likely not be in the same class though. I'm most likely gonna switch my bio to econs. See, the only reason I'm in AD4 is cos of bio so once I change that, I most likely won't be there right? I dont really like spontaneous changes but oh well :/
Taking pictures is really a bonding activity for girls. haha. Guys, send me the pics asap ok (:

2007-01-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

I'm soooooo DEADZZZZZZ!
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God help me.
JC life hasn't been as easy as I thought it would be. In fact, I shouldn't have even thought it would be manageable. But, whatever.
I tried reading 'The Long Telegram' by George Kennan. and err. I can't understand anything :/ History is really demanding (for the thousandth time). You're expected to find info for yourself based on the reading list the teacher has for you. I miss having textbooks, really.
I'm missing stc so much. I miss Andrea, my debate team, 4A, school food, teachers and the-not-so-good facilities. Even though some parts of AC are fun, stc still feels like home ):

Andrea, I know you're really busy. But, CALL ME. I miss you ♥

Everyone should just relax and have a 'dvd & sweatpants' day.

2007-01-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry I haven't been blogging the past few days. I know I owe you readers alot-especially on life in AC :D
I shall start with my orientation! Here are the pics.

We got water bombed! Can't say I disliked that though. haha

rehearsing for mass dance. And Err. I conclude: I'm a BAD DANCER; REALLY. Ask clarice or Zhi Wen for more info. haha

Group shot (:

A-E aethenon! (or as some say... ethanol.hahah)

Orientation was fun! :D Really loved the ACS'perience. Still getting to know my OG members more cos I can't say I know all of them that well yet. I'm glad though I managed to make some close friends (: Thanks WJ for being so caring. haha. Oh yeah, and Jin Zhe for sending me my timetable!
One thing quite different about AC people is that they're quite friendly and sociable. Managed to know more people from Edlyn's OG. Hmm, it's quite easy to make friends actually. Just say 'Hi', *introduce yourself*, *other person does the same* and 'tada'! new friend! (:
There's much to give thanks for in the light of all that's happened. Right from day 1 of stepping into AC till now. For one, I've definitely found my experience pleasurable. And, I'm just grateful for the friends I have around me. Friends who are always on the lookout for me, spending time trying to locate me in the canteen and even getting someone to buy lecture notes for me just so I'll be able to make it in time for my next lecture.
I went for the welcome tea for Christian fellowship today. And hmm, I really did enjoy it (: I'm really encouraged by the vision this cca has. Their vision of having revival in acjc is pretty much what I would want my school to have. To see lost Christians returning back to God, more people coming to know God, being rooted in truth and raeching out in love (: One thing that really touched me was also their passion for God. I could see how much they wanted Christ's love to made known in this college simply through the way they welcomed the J1s. It didn't matter if they had little members, average programmes and such. I believed what they wanted was God's presence and hmm, God was there (: I'm looking forward to joining this CCA!I believe it will be of much meaning and purpose.
I finally mananged to get my subject reg. done today. At first, I was quite worried cos I didn't know where I could submit my form. Thankfully, they made an announcement. If not, the blur me probably wouldn't have known where to go. haha
For FTM (at least), I'll be taking:
H2s'
Lit
History(!)
Bio
H1
Math
The A level syllabus really isn't easy esp. History. So... I better prepare to brace myself for more challenging times ahead! But yeah, I'm up for the challenge. Bring it on ;D
Alright, I hope this post is long enough to satisfy you readers' appetites! haha :D Till then, take care!

2007-01-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

SHOUT-OUTS!
Especially for my STC lovelies♥

Andrea:My bestest bestest budd! Thanks so much for everything. For always being there to listen, to share and to help me grow so much more as a person. I'm really glad that God has placed you in my life cos. you've really shown me much love:D Though we may not be ending up in the same school next year, our friendship never ends yeah? I'll really miss you alot and school won't ever be the same without you. Hopefully, I'll find someone to 'save me from my blurness'. Heh ;D

STC debate team:
you guys have shown me how to have much fun amidst stress. hahaha.Thanks so much for giving me one of the best experiences of my school life. Debates was so much more bearable with you. I'll never forget the laughter and tears we shared.
Bernadette: I'll always remember the substation cos of you (: Andd everything about being thin. shopping soon yeah? <3
Shu Wen & Hui Min: Math class partners! I always wonder how you guys can remain so focused amidt all your busy schedules. For that, Kudos to you'll.& All that lameness, I still remember okay! All the best for life in VJC.
Delisa: We were bestfriends in P2!? Do you still keep the gifts I gave you then? hahah kidding ;D I'm looking forward to better days in ACJC with you!(at least for FTM la huh?)
Edlyn: you ah! !@*@;% Truth is, I'm happy to have met you. Cos.. you never fail to make me smile with your oddities. seeya in AC girl :D

Peiyi: I like your clothes! :D Hopefully, we'll know each other better in the next 2 years. Seeyou on wed!

Jill and Hitomi: I got to know more hockers cos of you two. hahah. It's funny how we got to know each other better only last year. Yet, look at how far we've come (: More outings and pictures, yes? For all the fun times we had, Cheers!

Rina: I don't know if you'll ever read this but just wanna say I appreciate you (: for the little talks we had & so much more <3

Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius.
and its better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
Thanks for teaching me what this quote means and... Hmm it really is true when I come to think of all that's happened in the past 4 years.
Thanks for everything guys.

I really wouldn't have known what to do without you guys! :D

2007-01-02T10:45:00.000+08:00

Wanted to look for my past new year's resolutions but I can't seem to find it :/
Anyway!
Happy 2007 everyone!

I trust that 2007 will be a good year :D cos God is faithful and He will sustain me no matter what comes.
I'm not suggesting that 2006 was really bad or anything. But I really didnt feel as though it was one of the best years I had even though I turned 16 in 2006. So much for sweet 16 :/ For one, I had O levels and err. That was really a difficult time for me. I can't believe I even survived through it! I never studied that hard in my whole entire life before. But I suppose the preparation for Os also taught me alot about perserverance and hard work. So it wasn't that bad afterall (:
All the best for those who will be going through the O level exams next year. With Special mention to Sarah Tan and Steph Liew! :D study hard kaexx :D
One of the things I learnt in 2006 though would be not to take anything for granted. Like friends or even your school environment cos you'll most likely miss it when you no longer have such things. For one, I really miss STC alot. Sometimes, I wake up in the morning and I forget that I'm not not really a theresian anymore. haha. (actually now, I don't really belong anywhere. cos even though I'm in acjc for FTM, it's only temporary so I can't really call myself a AC'ian, right?) I think I actually miss singing my school song ):
STC THANKS SO MUCH FOR GIVING ME THE BEST FOUR YEARS A GIRL LIKE ME COULD EVER HAVE :D I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT.
Cant believe Ill be going to a co-ed school next year. OMGosh! Like.. there're GUYS!? SO exciting. ZOMG. (if you actually believe I really meant that, you don't know me well enough.)haha. Of cos I'm kidding :D I believe it'd be very different though especially since I've been in an IJ all girs school for 10 years.A brand new experience awaits me. haha
2007 started off well! And I hope next year when I blog about my 'review', I'll still be feeing the same way.
And for now, New year resolutions!
1.Make the Lord first in every aspect of my life and learn what it really means to love Him.
2.Write posts that aren't so 'bimbo-sounding' (according to my brother)
3.Make an attempt to keep in touch with my sec schmates which I love v much.
4.Learn to cycle. HAHA
5.Have the right attitude towards people and situations.
6.exercise more often.
7.keep a vocab book
8.Read at least ~~15-20~~7-10 books by the end of next year. (what was i thinking. 20!?)
Okay, shoutouts are coming soon. Ill type them in my next post (:

2006-12-24T10:24:00.000+08:00

My mango top is ruined! Well, sort of cos it's no longer perfect :/ It has like two mini orange spots on it. ahh wells, Carolyn is sad but she should have known that certain things wont last! UGH. how annoying!!!!!!! ):
Christmas is coming. But I can't seem to drill that in. haha Ultimately, I guess Christmas is all in the heart yeah? Maybe its high time I should stop depending on orchard street lights, presents and making/buying cards and presents to 'feel' christmas. Cos. that isn't even the meaning of christmas in the first place.
I feel like closing my friendster acct. cos... It's kinda pathetic. Oh in fact, I think it just is :/
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I think I do get tired of people telling me what and what not to do all the time. And, I just realise that no matter how i try to put my views across, it never really matters. Not really, right?

2006-12-16T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hello!
I finally bought leggings yesterday! haha
after trying them out, i have 3 reasons why leggings are likeable!
1. they make your legs look thinner (!)
2. its so retro and 80s-like
3. you can match them with log tops and cute 'ballet' shoes!

ok here's some pics with eunice. took them yesterday during our shopping trip! haha though we didnt talk as much as we did last time, it was still fun in a different kinda way. Like the different things we laughed abt and all :D haha. we got drenched in the rain! well yeah, and that got many ppl staring x)
photos!

Do I look nice in stripes? haha

Eunice! we only took 10 photos! more next time ok :D Love ya lots babe
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things happen but I guess we just have to trust that God is sovereign and that everything that happens, happens for a reason yeah?

2006-12-15T01:53:00.000+08:00

I'm going to ACJC baby! haha :D
Thank God for blessing me with this. I know ac has some sort of naughty rep but still I'm kinda excited cos their arts faculty is known to be one of the best.
Everyone! update me on where you're going for first 3 mths ok! esp, if you're going to ac.
I'm really excited for 2007! (:

2006-12-09T11:02:00.000+08:00

The hols are fun! But they do get boring once in awhile :/ Oh well, so far I've been spending money buying lotsa stuff i don't really need but really want :D The polka dot hairband I bought yesterday was a perfect example. Anw! I went out with michelle yesterday. Mhmmm. Bugis was fun and yeah the sales ppl there are really helpful. Especially the guy at this skirt shop. He was really helpful. haha. michelle was trying on this top and he was like erm, do you need me to help you put on this belt? I guess he was just trying to be a good sales person and Go the extra mile for service! (GEMS) haha well, I can feel that the general standard of service in s'pore has improved! Good for us :D
Seems like everyone's going off for their hols soon. Michelle is going of to M'sia on monday. Grace will be off to China soon. Zephy and Peter will be off to Korea. Annddd Sarah Tan will be off to Japan. She promised to bring back snow for me. haha. what a girl. But reality still remains. :/ My friends are leaving S'pore! My dear gal pals come back soon yeah? Our wg hasn't really had an outing together yet you know ;)
I've been tagged to do this quiz thing and since I'm kinda bored, I shall do it. I don't really like the way the quiz goes though. But since my dear brother asked, i shall just do it.

i'm supposed to state 10 random facts abt me and tag 5 other ppl to do this.
1. I've been having this thing for polka dots recently. I really like them alot (:
2. I like shopping at bugis. Mainly cos the stuff there are value for money and really one of a kind (;
3. I think Jude Law is really hot :D
4. I like watching sappy romance movies cos they are so sweet (:
5. I'm currently thinking abt whether I should get a pair of tights/leggings. cos they're really cute. and they look nice with long tops and ballet pums(sp?); the kinds i like.
6. I'm the shortest in my family :/
7. I wish I were taller!
8. I find ballerinas and gymnasts really admirable ( they can bend and stretch really good*ouch!)
9. I love God cos He's been really amazing in my life (: (:
10. I hope to be a journalist someday though I'm not really sure if I have what it takes as yet x)

The lucky 5 people!
1. sarah chan
2. eunice goh
3. berna ( if you ever read this)
4. aletheia
5. grace!

2006-12-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

I'm broke again! :/
After buying 2 pairs of shorts :D But its ok cos it makes me happy; at least for awhile. haha now, i can't wait to wear them x)
Yesterday was really fun though. Glad I managed to go out with my bestest bud Andrea. Had a nice time catching up with her since we've not spoken in 3276543 days. I think I'll most likely visit her at suntec next wk. Hopefully I'll give her a very pleasant surprise :D
I think the next time I go shopping, I'll most likely buy gifts for ppl instead of myself. It's probably more interesting and I won't have to face the trouble of being indecisive then. Don't you just hate indecisiveness when it comes to shopping?
I'll be heading down to kino with my dad later. Hopefully, i can get that cute chic purse i saw, since I have a voucher to use anyway.
-happy holidays everyone!

2006-12-04T09:58:00.000+08:00

Hitomi and Jill and came for service yesterday and yes, it was pretty fun (: Thanks so much Jill and Hitomi for making my day yeah? You guys saved me from my :/-ness!
Oh yeah, much appreciation also to the peeps who introduced themselves to my friends :D Jill found you'll really friendly! Our plans to improve our friendliness towards newcomers are working!
Kinda lazy to type everything we did so yeah, I'll let the pics do the talking alright (;

Euphe! call me when you read this ok? I miss you. Let's meet up really soon (:

2006-12-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

Andrea Lau
Bernadette How
Charmaine Ang
Delisa Jiang
Eunice Goh
Findy
Grace Wang
Hitomi
Ian Tan
Jillian Yeo
Kristy
Lynette Lim
Michelle Hui
Nicole Tan
Olivia
Peiyi
Quek, Jonathan (haha i'm cheating a lil here)
Rachel Low
Sarah Tan
Tracy
U- don't have, really!
Valerie Goh
Wei yi
Xavier
Ying Jie
Zephy

2.How many siblings A has? (Andrea)one
3. What does B SMS you about? debate stuff/LD stuff
4. What is C's nickname? (charmaine)Char? haha not sure
5. How did you get to know D? (Delisa)we were primary sch good friends!
6. How despo is E? (Eunice) haha erm, i dont think she's deperate in the first place.
7. How much older/younger is F than you? (findy)Findy is 1 yr older than me!
8. Name 3 of G's best friends. (Grace) haha i have no idea.
9. Does H know I? (Hitomi&Ian) haha no!
10. What happens if J suddenly turns into your enemy? (Jillian)I'll be really sad. Cos Jill is a dear pal to me :D No more movie dates with her!!!
11. Under what condition will K & L get married? (kristy, Lynette) hahah no way! they're both girls.
12. How many people do you know with M's name? (michelle) two! michelle tay and michele cheow
13. Do you enjoy talking on the phone with N? (nicole) never tried. But she's nice to talk to (:
14. Do you think O knows P?(Olivia and Peiyi) maybe by name but not personally.
15. How geeky is Q? (Jon Q) haha I dont think he's the really study type.
16.Is R very popular? (Rachel) haha guess she's knows quite a few ppl. but i'm not sure bt popularity.
17. What happens if S likes you? (sarah T) hahah. i think it wldnt happen. cos she finds me silly most of the time.
18. Is T a very random person? (Tracy) nope
19. How are U and V related? INvalid cos I dont know anyone with a name starting with U.
20. Do you take W as anything else other than a friend? (Weiyi) haha no.
21. When is the last time u met up with X? (Xavier) I met him at mos burger the other time i went to bp plaza.quit a few mths ago.
22. Are Y and Z enemies? haha no. they never even met
23. Of A to Z, which one do u love the most? Andrea! My bestest girlfriend (:
24. Will you betray any of them? no :/
25. Have u loved and confessed to any one in A to Z? haha nah. I love them all too much though :D

After spending so much time naming my friends from A to Z, I realised the questions in this quiz are so... unengaging. Oh well :/
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Anyway I went out with my darling Jillian today! haha we had lotsa fun really. Watched a movie, took some pictures and went off to mos burger to have dinner! It was nice catching up ad I'm really glad that she'll be able to come this sat!! Hopefully, Hitomi will come too :D

2006-11-28T03:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! My blog's dead; really. haha ok since a quiz has failed to evoke any response from my readers, i shall attempt to revive my tagboard one last time!
Today was quite fun I guess. Went to Bras Brasah to sell off my old books. Got some money in return :D Afterwhich, my brother and I met Jan to have lunch at raffles city. Both Jan and my brother sort of ganged up against me at subway only so they could get my half eaten sandwich :/ Almost went to plaza sing after that but didnt cos I felt kinda tired and sick. Oh well, hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow. Otherwise, I don't think I'd feel like stepping out of the house.
My brother's ipod is kinda cool. ok wait it is really cool. haha. Managed to find some new likeable songs there.
I shall post the lyrics of one here okay :D IT's really nice. Not only instrumentally but I also find the lyrics particularly thought provoking. If you're interested, IM me on msn. I'd gladly send the song to you. Then, someone will be able to share my joy finally :D

Love is only a feeling- The Darkness

The first flush of youth was upon you when our eyes first met
And i knew that to you and into your life i had to get
i felt light-headed at the touch of this strangers hand
an assault my defences systematically failed to withstand

cos you came at a time
when the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
was the be all and end all

love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
when im in your arms i start believing
(its here to stay)
but love is only a feeling
Anyway

the state of elation that this union of hearts achieved
i had seen, i had touched, i had tasted and i truly believed
that the light of my life
would tear a hole through each cloud that scudded by
just to beam on you and i

Love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
when im your arms i start believing
(its here to stay)
but love is only a feeling
anyway, anyway

Love is only a feeling
(drifting away)
and we've got to stop ourselves believing
(its here to stay)
cos love is only a feeling
Anyway

Well, i guess love may only be a feeling if you find it the wrong places at the wrong time. I mean feelings change and so do your love for some ppl right? But I know that God's love is definitely more than a feeling; more more than that. Hmm, yeah and that really brings comfort (:
haha can you believe this is the same band that sang 'I believe in a thing called love'? I'm glad though that managed to see this serious side of them. I really like it (:
ok I hope you guys will tag my board soon alright? make me feel that I'm loved :D

2006-11-20T12:50:00.000+08:00

haha okay. this quiz only sewrves to prove how much time i have on my hands now that Os are over :D ripped this off aletheia's blog

1. do you think you're pretty? haha. you tell me la :D
2. do you think you're clever? well, sometimes. but my blurness may make mask my intelligence sometimes.
3. are you in special stream? express
4. do people say you're pretty?some
5. are you happy NOW? YES :D
6. do you have a crush? haha no.
7. how many boyfriends did you have? none
8. where are you now? home; parents room
9. do you have a group of friends you always hang out with? Yeah
10. who are they?my best friends
12. do you prefer single or attached? single i guess. I think i'd feel scared being attached :/
13. do you love your friends.yupp :)
14. who is the closest guy to you NOW in school? girls school
15. do you love yourself? YES :D
16. love your siblings? err. haha. ok la. guess chris is quite adorable s0ometimes 17. do you go to the arcade? no.
18. do you play car-racing? no haha. i'm bad at game stuff
19. do you take pictures of yourself? I belive i would if i had a digi :D
20. do you like to do quizzes? sometimes. if the questions are not too weird
Choose one.
Ur dream bf/gf.
1. Dark or fair? somewhere in the middle. not too fair please.
2. Short or tall? not someone much taller than me. I'll feel even shorter!
3. Fat or thin? average.
4. With specs or w/o? as long as he looks cute :) haha
5. Caring or understanding?both please
6. Rich or poor?richer than me, haha
7. Play any sports or not? somewhere in the middle. since i dont play much, i guess ity'd be fun to have one who plays moderately :)
8. Cute or pretty? erm, cute pretty? haha. am thinking jude law or daniel V. (!) okay la, joking :D
9. JC, POLY or ITE?jc/poly
10. Gentle or rough? haha not too gentle for a guy la. it'd be kinda funny. but mild sensitivity is okay. as in sensitivity towards ppl's feelings la.
11. Restaurant or coffeeshop? anything really. just not too hot :D
12. Beach or arcade? beach.
13. Hilarious/shy or Romantic/sweet? romantic/sweet

1. Can u live without ur family? haha nah.
2. Dare to kiss a stranger? eh. no
3. Kicked someone ass before? erm, nope.
4. Scolded ur teacher? no
5. Cheated on examinations?uh no.
6. Wish that a celebrity was yours? YA
7. Hit yourself on the wall? haha ya
8. Wish that ur bf is here with u? dont have one. aww :/
9. Wish that u can fly? haha not really
10. Wish that u were dead?nope.
11. 1 wish u want in life? all my loved ones to truly love Jesus and get to know Him
12. 1 word to end everything. no idea

1. ever had a crush? haha yeah
.2. have you ever wish to marry a rich man ?yeah, plenty of times.
3. have you ever been hurt ?yeah.
4. have you ever played timer ? erm nope. i'm too blur to play one. haha
5. have you ever been to m'sia ?yeah.
6. have you ever had a U grade before ? nah
7. have you ever thought of others ? yeah
8. have you ever stead in opposite sex ?no.
9. have you ever slept over ? yeah
10. have you ever been kissed ? no.

this quiz is quite 'i-wanna-know-your-love-life like' haha. I'm excited cos... I'm going shopping tomorrow :D
ok ciao peeps. tag me ok. my tag board's pathetic despite my bro's attempts to revive it. haha x)

2006-11-19T02:53:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back!!!!!!!!!! After having been displaced from reality for so long, I'm back! haha. YAY. Os are over! Really thank God for helping me through :D Without Him, I think it would have been really difficult for me to handle it. His strength these past few wks has just been amazing (:

I need a shopping partner. After going window shopping, I know what I wanna get now.
*New skin. like it? tag me yeah?
Btw, someone tell me details abt the debate party. haha I'll go ok.
All the best to combined sc peeps! Jan, ming xuan, berna, nicole, the rest... 2 more days! you'll can do it :D

2006-10-07T12:24:00.000+08:00

TGIF! I can't even begin to explain how tiring this week has been.
Percentages, L1R5s', moderation, 1st 3 months, JCs. That's all I've been hearing throughout the whole of this week. That's kinda depressing isn't it? :/
But thank God i did well for my prelims considering the last minute study I did. Oh, and, believe me, I'm not at all proud to use the phrase 'last minute'. I'm gonna make real sure it WON't happen for Os. WON't WON't.
My policy this time is that I'm not gonna be memorising facts the day before the actual exam. I'm just gonna read up, do some easy revison and be done with it! Sounds great right? The process is gonna be oh-so-tiring though.
I feel tired just thinking bout it.
Take for example, night study. only two alternate sessions and I feel so drained. Night study is really useful though. I get a lot done within 2.5 hrs :D I guess at the end of it all, it's worth it!
Imagine (after the Os):
-friends (jillian, andrea, eunice, berna, wg, etc...)
- my REAL birthday celebration :D
- shopping
- going to church on sundays
- slacking
- beach!!!!
I realllyyyyy can't wait for the big os to be over. Till then, I have to work hard and make sure I do my parents, teachers and God proud :D

2006-09-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

Snow Patrol: you could be happy

You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wish I had not said
Are played in loops til it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
Not our last days of silent screaming blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should've stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back don't just think just do
More than anything I want to see you girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

I love this song. It's so sweet and brings back so much memories.
I'm too lazy to blog/post pics of Soo Ji Seop ( so huimin and peiyi can see how cute he is :D)/update bt my prelim results so yeah.. I'm out!

2006-09-22T13:07:00.000+08:00

hello!
I'm finally blogging :D Only because my prelims are over. Due to time constraints, I shall not give a subject by subject analysis of how the papers went. Okay, the time constraint is just one side of it. Well, I'm too ashamed to talk about it cos I fared so badly for almost every paper :/
Anyway! Let's not talk about it.
Now that prelims are over:
- I don't want to get my results back. Not any one script.
- I wanna get my red shoes :D
- Eat and get fatter ( I dig New york New york!)
- I REALLLYYY want the beach! (eunice, after your eoys? :D)
Actually, looking back I think all I've been busy doing the past few months are studying and erm, swooning over Korean stars :D If there's anything else, it'd be me being busy getting fat. Which I've been consciously trying to do actually. Eversince I realised I look kinda scrawny and of course, the constant reminders from my doctor :/)
I figured I'd probably need lots of courage for the next few days. Courage to face up to my... (exam results?) In a way, I'm quite disappointed that I didnt really put in my best effort. Hmm, I have to remember that the desires of the dilligent will be fully satisfied! I shall not be a sluggard and study smart and hard for my Os.
On a lighter note, I cut my hair. And, it looks kinda _. You guys can fill in that blank yourself after you've seen it. I realise that it looks nice sometimes but, to some, it may look abit 'bulb-like' x)
Mummy's coming back from China tomorrow. I missed her terribly. Can't wait to see what she got me :D

2006-08-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

Carolyn says:
yang!!!!!
yangwei' says:
wassup
Carolyn says:
are you prepared for bio prac????
yangwei' says:
ok la
yangwei' says:
reading again later
yangwei' says:
^_^
Carolyn says:
i'm feelng guilty for not studying really hard :/
Carolyn says:
haha
yangwei' says:
......
yangwei' says:
now is not too late!
Carolyn says:
i studied for bio prac already.
yangwei' says:
then.....-_-"
Carolyn says:
but thing is, maybe i shldnt be online
Carolyn says:
aiya, how?
yangwei' says:
....
yangwei' says:
ok, lets jsut put it this way
yangwei' says:
if you dotn come online, when you're studying, you'll be thinking about it!!
yangwei' says:
then thats not really studying right
Carolyn says:
haha YES!
yangwei' says:
so you must as well use until you get bored
yangwei' says:
(hopefully you get bored with the com easily)
yangwei' says:
*i mean
yangwei' says:
i hope you DO get bored easily
----
Thanks Yang! I feel slightly better for using the computer on wkdays now. SLIGHTLY.
Isn't it great how friends always make you feel better?
Thanks eunice for listening yeah. I think its great how we almost always seem to feel the same way about different situatons <3 :D
OKay i better go. 1/2 hr's up!

2006-08-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

I haven't blogged for two weeks! There's so much on my mind now but as usual, I don't know what to type. I guess I really have to be more careful about the things I type here now.
Hmm, I find the idea of blogging really ironic actually. People say that blogs are here for you to say whatever you want/to freely express yourself. Thing is, it really isn't that true huh? (I know it's pretty late for a refelction now but I'm still typing it anyways ;D) I finally realised that blogging is a responsibility. You say anything defamatory, you get sued. Use your blog to 'get back at others', you'll end up happy- for awhile. Only to reliase the next day that you just made the whole thing worse. I really have to watch my words from now on. I have to reduce complaining and learn to give thanks in all situations (:
The past few weeks have been really mind boggling for me. I have to learn to cope with 1 hr of tv a day and studying at least a certain subject per day. For me, it really isn't easy. Considering the fact that I usually don't study much in advance, it's really tough. I'm praying God will help me to manage my time well and make the best of whatever time is left.
Prelims in 2 weeks! JIAYOU :D
*ps. self- motivation works alot okay. URHUMS.
Alright, gotta go for some sibling bonding time now! haha x) Curious? Ask chris!

2006-08-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

My mocks are turning out so bad :/

BIO MOCK (prac): BAD BAD BAD BAD! It's realllllllllyyyyy bad for this one. I'm crossing my fingers hard this time. I'm fine with failing, just not single digit. PLEASE!
HISTORY MOCK: uh-okay. My facts weren't that accurate though
LIT MOCK: okay. I just hope part II wasn't out of point.
SS MOCK: I'm gonna flunk this one. cos, I spotted the wrong topic. Ahh well, doesn't it happen ~~all the time~~? (Then again, maybe only to me)

Mrs Kong gave us a talk. It was uplifting and YES, I'm motivated to study now! Andrea and I will be meetng up for study session next tues :D I can do it! Jia you jiayou!
*Funny or childish as it may seem, saying 'jiayou' helps me alot. So whenever I'm feeling down or tired and you happen to meet me online/see me face to face, say 'jiayou! God is with you!'. I'll feel much better :D haha
My chinese O lvl results are coming out next week, on the same day as my English O lvl orals. I am scared :/ Given a choice, I'd rather not know my results until my orals are over. I really don't want the results to affect my mood. What's done is done anyway. If I have to retake, I'll just retake. Who knows, myabe God has a better plan for me that way.

I never did mention this before but I really think Daniel V from project runway is gorgeous :D
*fans self* I can't get a picture of him. I will post it up once i get it!

Okay, I shall be a good good girl and finish up my vectors hw now.

2006-07-29T15:01:00.000+08:00

BAD NEWS. I had a bad bad fall yesterday and yes, it hurt really bad. SO bad I really really wanted to cry. But, Thank God for strength and lovely lovely friends who kindly aided me in one way or another :D
I'm feeling much better today. Today wasn't that bad. I no longer squeal in the shower due to the stinging pain. The sad part is for now, I can't wear jeans cos it'll cover my shin and.. yeah I want it to heal properly, so no contact with wound for the time being.
As for how I fell, it's quite erm... scary yet funny at the same time. Well, I was on my way o school and apparently, i didnt see the gap of the drian in front of me, so... I fell in it. My shin was scratched therefore by the surface of the drain :/ aiya. Painful memories, literally. I'm really glad though that God protected me. I mean things could have been much worse. I could have sprained my ankle(?), had my face 'damaged'? (thankfully, my hands managed to support my body weight so I didn't fall face flat) God is good :D
Nothing else excited/shocked/angered/saddened me the past few days. Hmm, which is prettty nice. Oh, I was unprepared for Social studies mock paper today.
DONT EVER SPOT TOPICS (without being sure).

I wanna sit in that hole! It looks weird and fun. haha :D
Okay, better do some work now. Goodnight planet Earth!
♥ Carolyn!

2006-07-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hello world!
Like my new layout? I think it's quite pretty :D
I shall start blogging cos it feels weird not blogging esp since I haven't for such a long period of time.
I watched 2 musicals this week. Yes, it's quite wild I know. I watched the one by BPGH on wednesday. Grace did such a good job! haha. Sweet Belle :D Today, I went towning for short while before going for the musical at HDB hub. The musical was quite nice. I liked the stage feel. Ahh wells, good luck Edlyn! All the best for tomorrow's performances.
Graduation photo-taking is on august 5th! And, I have to be dressed in white from top to bottom :/ White top and white bottom! I can't believe time flies so fast. I remmeber the past 3 years where I used to look at all the seniors taking their grad pics in whites and now, I can't believe it's my turn. Aww ;(
Bottomline: I DONT WANNA GROW UP!
Okay, that sounded realllyyy childish.
Andrea disturbed me so much today! You're ~~never~~ nice okay! haha

2006-07-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

Today is a happy day :D Andrea came over to my house this afternoon. haha. We played mix and match. I was trying on some of clothes to see if they would match. Apparently, not many of them do :/ Afterwhich, I went over to her place. I spotted this adorable skirt at her house that I really liked. haha. and YES! It's mine now :D (at least till the musical is over). Don't worry Andrea. I'll take very good care of it!
I had great fun today.It's been long time since I had so much fun laughing. Thank God for the outing with Eunice last sunday. haha x)
Oh, I almost had to go for detention today. At least I thought I had to. I have no idea why I woke up at 8am today. My first reaction when I woke was 'Is today a saturday? Omgosh! NO!!!' As usual, when girls like me get into trouble, they call their mums for a solution of some sort. Well, to cut the long story short, I got to school at 8.35am. haha and yes, miraculously I didn't get a detention form. I was just asked to write down my name on this little book :D
Man, I feel blessed (:

Something so deceiving
when you start believing
turn me around again
Said we couldn't do it, ~~you know I want to do it again~~
-Sugar Ray: Every Morning

♥ Carolyn!

2006-07-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

Stereophonics- Dakota
Thinking about thinking of you
So much I think it's June.
Yeah, think it was June.
Lay about hang on the grass,
You gonna be having some laughs,
Yeah, having some laughs.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.

Drinking by drinking for two,
Drinking with you, when drinking was new.
Slipping in the back of my car,
We never went far, you took it far.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.

I don't know where we are going now.
I don't know where we are going now.

Wake up cold coffee and juice,
Remembering you, what happened to you?
I wonder if we'll meet again?
Talk about life's little spin, talk about why did it end.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.
You made me feel like the one,
Made me feel like the one, your one.

I don't know where we are going now.
I don't know where we are going now.

So take a look at me now.
So take a look at me now.

Friday come soon! :/ I can't get kinematics. eekkkk

2006-07-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

I haven't showered and yes, I stink. This week was dramatic? haha Okay, let's just leave it (*blank). I don't know how to describe it.
I had the Chinese Os' oral yesterday. I was so nervous. I think I fumbled way too much during the reading aloud part :/ SIGH. I so desperately need an A for my chinese. I've thought about it and I'll re-take my chinese Os' if I have to.
haha. The night before my orals, I just suddenly thought of what Euphe told me. The dream she had about a big O chasing her. haha. And for once, it kinda felt real and... scary. That image is still in my mind and hah, it's quite funny actually :D
*imagines someone wearing this big O suit chasing after me*
I lost Hui Min's watch yesterday. I felt really really bad. Thank Goodness she was planning to get another one.
Jung Ji-Hoon (Rain) is so cute. I like him! :D

2006-06-19T05:57:00.000+08:00

I'm back from the palace of the golden horses :D Camp was good. I liked the 'family nite'. It was heart warming to see family units cuddle up to pray. Real sign of unity.
Manage to get to know many others better through this camp. haha I didn't notice how steph and sarah squabble all the time. It was fun having the 3 girls as roommates(:
Oh, I finally learnt how to blow a bubblegun today. yay! it's quite fun and addictive.
I've got so m-a-n-y math papers to do!
I've got nothing else to add on now so toodles-

2006-06-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

Geisha Last friday

Peiyi, Shuu and me (:

* berna, I want ours!
I only like blogging whenever I have interesting pictures to post :D I think my posts are mostly boring that's why I need picures to spice it up.Does anyone even read my blog? If there's anyone at all, tag my board so at least I know I'm heard.
Hmm. I'm quite upset about the weather. It's been raining cats and dogs these few days. Why cant it be sunny? I want the beach!! Isn't it meant to be 'SUMMER'? Ahhh wells, weird weather patterns these days.
Okay, nothing much to say now. I wanna do a quiz. Got this off sarah's blog.

1)Are you afraid of being single?
hmm. not anymore.
2) What do you do when you can't sleep?
stare at the ceiling and think about stuff till I sleep. or maybe I'll just stay up and listen to some nice songs :D
3) How far would you go to get something you really want?
depends but usually, not very far especially if i think that 'thing' is near impossible/impractical/ difficult to get.
4) What time is it right now?
10.20pm
5) Do you go for personality or looks?
both
6) What's your fave flavor of Kool-Aid?
is that a brand for plastors? heh. someone enlighten me :D
7) What makes you really happy?
ee-lin asked me this before! ( and I didnt know what to say) erm...
8) Are you a negative person?
sometimes
9) Do you believe in 'Reincarnation'?
No
10) What's your fave online news site?
haha. none. i rarely read news sites. I do visit the haerald tribune once in blue moon though.
11) Which celebrity do you think you most resemble?
you tell me
12) What do you think the meaning of life is?
To know God; having that 'extra something' in your life
13) Fave color?
green, brown
14) Which Instant Messaging programs do you use?
MSN
15) Are you good with computers?
average
16) How many kids do you want when you grow up?
hahah. erm, no idea. maybe 2/3. just not too many.
18) What type of music can you NOT stand?
techno/death metal
19) If you had to rate yourself on a scale of 1 - 10, what would it be overall?
hmmm. I don't know. by what standards?
20) What size of shoe do you wear?
7
21) What are your habits?
i don't really have any.
22) What was the last thing you did for a friend?
I can't remember. I lent her my listening ear?
23) Last thing you ate?
rice, dinner
24) Last thing you drank?
water
25) What do you think is the most stupid law?
No chewing/bubble gum? haha. no idea.
26) How many people are on your buddylist?
100+
27) What site do you go most of your pc time?
blogsites/letssingit.
28) Do you like seafood?
yeah
29) What is your fave place to eat out at?
nydc! though I haven't been there for ages. But i sorta know its one of my faves.
30) Worst insult you ever heard about yourself?
i have bad dress sense. wth. that's insulting! haha and it came from a family member btw.
31) Best compliment you've received from someone?
mhhm. i have quite a few to choose from :D Some oe once said I'm a good debator. That was hrd to believe somehow. haha. I really don't think so.
32) Are you picky?
YES. I'll drag you along a shopping trip and you'll see.
33) Place you go to get your hair cut?
EC hse
34) Perfect place to go on your first date with someone?
hmm. i dn't know. Just not anywhere sleazy. I want flowers though!
35) What age is considered old?
>30
36) Have you met any celebrities?
yes
37) Do you get along better with men or women?
girls generally. but both are okay.
38) What is the best quality about you?
you tell me
--
what a loong quiz. okay i'm tired now.

Okay, I will be from next tues to fri. I'll be in Malaysia. Miss me okay?

2006-06-11T13:39:00.000+08:00

I've lost interest in blogging all of a sudden. Okay, let's just say I'm blogging for the sake of blogging this time.
Geisha was okay. I loved the stage lights :D
I never realised how cool coldplay was until this morning when I googled 'coldplay' and found so many cool pictures of them. haha. Okay, I like coldplay and yes, they're not boring. They're songs are sweet and some make so much sense to me.
Church camp next week! I'm excited :D

2006-06-06T04:24:00.000+08:00

The global day of prayer was good. God knows me best. He knows every thought, every emotion that comes and makes me feel so affected. For that, I'm grateful. Thank you Lord Jesus.

COLDPLAY- THE HARDEST PART
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part

And the strangest thing
was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
It is sweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart

And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
That was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
Your silver lining the clouds
Oh and I
Oh and I
I wonder what it's all about

I wonder what it's all about

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do just comes undone
And everything is torn apart

Oh and it's the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Yeah that's the hardest part
That's the hardest part

I guess I was looking for it all in the wrong places. Jesus, thank you for seeing me when I was invicible.

2006-06-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

Bought a cute tank top from U2 after changing my mind like 546746 times. But, it's cute and.. well, hmm it's a tank top so I guess it's tankky! UR-hum... yeapps.
Today's spree was fun. Thanks for listening Andrea. It helped alot, really :D haha. well, I think we laughed alot today didn't we? You influenced me once again. I'm starting to like polka dots. They're prettyy alright <3. love you loads :D
Okay, time to do my ss stuff and drift into dreamland. goodnight peeps!

2006-06-03T03:10:00.000+08:00

Blogger is getting on my nerves. I just typed a post and it disappeared just like (-) that. damn!
Okay, nevermind. I can't be bothered to re-type everything. I'll go type it somewhere else.

Andrea, I've got so much to tell you. See you in a few hours honey.
I'm still pissed that my post disapearedddd. GRRRR

2006-05-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

Seems like everyone's working out a holiday ~~timetable~~ plan. Okay, so maybe it's high time I should start one.

- Brush up on my E math so I can get rid of that ugly C5
- shop for a nice clutch :D
( i want that retro one)
- day-dream
- spend more time with God
( I realise how much I've been neglecting my QT recently and it's time I should get back to it- proper. )
- STUDY
- sentosa!

okay that's about it.

Oh and maybe spend some time chilling out with a friend or two.

I need to get my voice back tomorrow so that I can at least speak properly for tomorrow's chinese oral. Sigh. I'll go ask Grandma for more herbal remedies.

Uncle and Auntie, keeping you'll in prayers. Keep trusting cos God listens.

2006-05-30T12:12:00.000+08:00

Oh, what a day. I'm so very tired.
I'll shed tears of joy if I manage to get an A2 for my chinese. I refuse to disclose anymore feelings about the Chinese Os'. Smart people: you get the idea.
Happy birthday Michelle! Enjoy your lovely 16th :D
love you honey (:
Ss tomorrow. Should I go? Then again, my voice sounds way weird, my nose is dripping and I'm having a mild fever. SIGH
I watched ELIZABETHTOWN today. Claire (kirsten dunst) looks so cute in there. The show was average. I expected more from it though.
I know it'd be abrupt to end here but yeah. My post ends here :/

2006-05-26T14:05:00.000+08:00

Tell me what's true about the human heart. Is there anything at all?

Is it all fake?

2006-05-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

CHINESE Os'. SIGH. I'm freaking out. Believe me, I have never been so desperate as to memorise nice-sounding chinese phrases for my zuo wen- till now.
Speaking of exams, I'm thankful for my mid-yr results. I passed my A math this time with a relatively good grade. YAY :D
I want to go to the esplanade. I know that's random but I really like the bayview (at night) alot. What can be nicer than good music, a nice friend for company (dance escapist!) and a nice view from the roof top all at the same time? Sounds great for me at least.
I need space/time to day-dream again. I feel like people-watching. Man, I have weird hobbies.

Fallout Boy- I got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth
Blame everyone but me for this mess.
And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart.
We never seemed so far.
I'm hopelessly hopeful. You're just hopeless enough.
But we never had it at all.

And the record won't stop skipping.
And the lies just won't stop slipping.
And besides my reputations on the line.
We can fake it for the airwaves.
Force our smiles, baby, half dead.
From comparing myself to everyone else around me.

2006-05-22T02:17:00.000+08:00

I want the beach and a pair of good flip flops to unwind.

2006-05-14T13:17:00.000+08:00

For some awful reason, my dreams are mostly ~~unpleasant~~. I had an awful nightmare last night. I don't why I ended up crying. I guess it just seemed so real
:/ ahh wells
time to mugg for history.

2006-05-12T04:37:00.000+08:00

Exam week! ARGHH. It's so frust to study last min. I think I made the worst preparation for bio paper 2.
I can't wait for next wednesday. In which I will finally take a breather.
and, study for the chinese Os'. SIGH
Oh and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD :D
I was being such a total blur nut yesterday.
-
Chris: happy birthday dad!
dad: huh? when?
chris: today!
me: yeah. May 11th!
Chris: Today's the 10th!
me: oh oops. sorry wrong date
-
:/ haha. well, at least I remembered my Dad's birthday!

You're the reason I can't sleep at night. You're the reson I can't face myself. Lord, help me to trust again.

2006-05-01T05:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, yesterday was just plain weird for me. haha. I had and still have no idea why I felt that way. Ahh wells. Time to let Jesus take the wheel. No point feeling cheated/sad/angry/irritated/annoyed/whatever. Everyone has flaws. Maybe I just have to learn to accept that as a way of your life. It's something I can't control and change. I'll just keep praying about it.

Good riddance (time of your life): Green Day
Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

The joy of life (:

2006-04-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

The hot fudge!
GRRR. And now i feel damn irritated.

2006-04-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

THis week has been quite frantic.I had bio prac, chem prac and english P1 and 2. None of the above papers went well for me. I had a few hiccups here and there. I hope My english essay won't be out of point. Of all topics, I wonder why I chose to write about gender equality. haha. I guess it was the best out of the lot for me.
Oh, and the eng compre vocab section was so challenging! I made many dumb mistakes as usual. No idea what 'pawed' meant. So smart me just went to write' patted'. ERM. hurhur. turned out to be totally wrong. As usual, my brother started to take the chance to flaunt his superb vocab ability. haha. AHH. sad! Probably gonna flunk my vocab section.
OKay. Academics aside. Andrea and I started talking about our holiday programme and the million things that we wanna do after mid-yrs. haha. I just realised on thursday that we get so excited whenever we talk about fashion. Sighhh... US...
HMM. I have pride and prejudice on dvd and its sitting on top of my dvd player. I have no idea when I'm gonna watch it. I might just stay up to do so.
Someone, remind me to watch 'My name is Earl' tomorrow night! HAHA. Give me some cheap humour baby! ;D

2006-04-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

Went for JG finals today. As much as I hate to admit, I think I'm gonna miss debates a whole lot. mmhmm. debating in JC? hah. I'm considering that possibility.
It's kinda sad thinking that the JGs' gonna be the last event I'd be representing STC for. And, even worse thinking that I didn't really give my best shot this time. If only I had done better. If only we got into Quarts. Ahh wells. We're all in it for the experience anyway right? (: That's what counts!
Congrats to del and berna! haha. So proud of you girls. TOP TEN! yay :D I love my team! Thanks for making my days so much more fun and memorable. <3! size="4">OH. and I'm still grieving over the loss of THE EYECANDY. Ace young's eliminated from American Idol. Sadness!
I'm trying to maintain a flat tummy. Del and I were talking about our legs and tummies on our way home. We have exact sentiments with regards to how we view ourselves ;D
Andrea! Try to remind me not to eat too much okay! A plate of noodles and 'pao' is just too much for recess!

2006-04-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hello!
It's been long huh? I've been quite busy of late studying for mid-yrs. It hasn't really headed anywhere. mmhmm. time just flies away w/out me knowing. I'm glad I started early this time anways (:
I love my wmp playlist now! My songs are nice/emo/rocking good. haha. I wanna go for a gig! okay, after mid yr. Yeah, i promised I'd take shu and hui min along next time.

Blink 182- Adam's song
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone

Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

I love this song :D
I'm gonna forget everything. It doesn't make a difference right?

2006-04-10T05:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was okay. Jeanette and Andrew got married! aww. the whole wedding was so sweet :D I'm gonna miss Jeanette alot now; I think everyone will.
Today feels so weird. I haven't much studying. I just feel really discouraged somehow. My grades suck like crazy. Commit them to the Lord. Yes, I will try no matter what.
Am I wasting my life away? I feel like I am sometimes. I have no idea what I talking about. arhgh.
I can't just _. Someone, erase them for me.

2006-04-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

Andrea and Rina came for fishbone yesterday (: It was quite fun. I loved the nice setting. I hoped you girls enjoyed yourself. haha
My apologies to grace, michelle and sarah. Didnt mean to 'pangsai' you'll yesterday. hahah. I promise we'll go for a hot date during june okay! Nice thing you guys bought. I'm sure _ will love it. (:
*btw grace, send me the picture!
Okay, off for a swim.

2006-03-31T14:19:00.000+08:00

Sorry if I haven't been replying to smses. Don't get me wrong. I'm not ignoring you'll or anything like that. It's just...
well. I lost my phone.
Please don't use the WH model (who, why, where, what, how) on me at this point in time. I don't really feel like talking about it. Let's just say I'm really disppointed and irritated with myself at the moment. Yeah, it's been 2 days but I'm still pretty much not used to the fact yet.
ARGHH.
I guess I just have to be patient while I try to cure this tendency of mine to be careless. As frustrating as it seems, everything happens for a reason.
Meanwhile, if there's anything urgent, call me on my house number.
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Haircut! Can't wait. haha x)

2006-03-27T13:30:00.000+08:00

Many times, I just feel that I fail to see things from the broader perspective.
I'm always so caught up with how I feel. Whether I'm happy or dissatisfied, whether it's fair or otherwise, whether it suits my preference or not. I can't seem to rise above my circumstance and just learn to be grateful for whatever I have.
It's really time for me to be more matured in handling issues. It won't help at all if I continue sticking with this attitude.
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I think I studied quite a bit today. Math isn't that bad afterall. I just have to learn to like it somehow ;D
MCR's 'cemetery drive' is so addictive. Evokes lots of feelings though. I wanna get their album. haha :D

http://www.purevolume.com/mychemicalromance

My Chemical Romance- Cemetery Drive
This night
Walk the dead
In a solitary style
And crash the cemetery gates
In the dress your husband hates

Way down
Mark the grave
Where the searchlights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
And they found you on the bathroom floor

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Back home
Off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists
It isn't that much fun
Staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying
Won't stop lying
If you want, I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

2006-03-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

The Fray- In over my head
I never knew
I never knew that everything
Was falling through
That everyone I knew
Was waiting on a queue
To turn and run
When all I needed was the truth

But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to
Nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way
Than stay and see
The smoke and who's still
Standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger
I could disengage
Say that we agree
And then never change
Soften a bit
Until we all just get along

But that's disregard
You find another friend
And you discard
As you lose the argument
In a cable car
Hanging above
As the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly
I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part
That don't last
I'm losing you
And its effortless

Without a sound
We lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted
To bring it down
I won't let it go down
'Till we torch it ourselves

I think my new skin doesn't suit my url. haha. but... whatever! I still like it. Typing on notebook keypad sucks.
Probably not gonna update as often anymore. I wonder if anyone will miss reading this. haha. Well, most of my entries are crap/incomplete/pointless/plain boring. I love blogging but sometimes, I just don't know what to blog about. haha I think it happens to everyone huh?
I'm having shopping cravings! aackkk.
MUST FINISH CHINESE Os first
MUST FiNISH CHINESE Os first
MUST FINISH CHINESE Os first
yeah okay. I'll shop after chinese Os.

2006-03-19T07:01:00.000+08:00

New url! cowseatgrass.blogspot.com haha. No idea why I chose it. Nut, I guess it was one of the more successful ones that came out of the brainstorming.
My brother suggested queerdo.blogspot.com. haha. Gosh.
Please re-link! :D

eyecandy
-Towning with Jillian on friday